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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/itswackyKat on 2023-09-26 12:18:22.
I just fucking hate myself.
None of the male classmates liked me back. It's always me initiating the conversations, trying to get close to them, trying to impress them, and confessing and all that shit.
None of them fucking ever initiate conversations, and I always thought girls were the ones that have everything coming to them in love. But apparently not me, I don't fucking understand why.
But I have to admit, I'm timid around guys, I don't know if that contributes. But once I am brave enough to always initiate conversations with my crushes, it's always me doing it.
And even though I know they don't like me back, I still take forever to get over them.
Some girls in my grade have many guys like them, but not me.
It's like I'm so ugly and untalented.
Now I already gave up trying to impress my crushes, but the feeling of a lack of love is there.