Lavenderism

The world is going through an ascension process, but independently of that, the god of the moon has risen to become the ruler over the current era. The god of the moon is insane and all the mythology associated with him is unpopular and considered nonsense or insane ramblings by those who read it without understanding his character.

Biachar was one of the most powerful magicians in the city of the gods. He was even better at magic than the king of Theocra, but he was able to conceive ideas outside of the light of its existence and for that reason was not satisfied with an existence of nothing but light. He had visions of the future where multiple planets and worlds existed, and he was always drawn to celestial bodies that gave off unique energy that nothing else could match. Biachar began searching the library of Theocra and he even experimented with forbidden rituals that had effects that were not well understood. The magic spells all had interesting results, but they began taking a toll on his psyche, and the other gods of Theocra began wondering if he was still capable as a magician for allowing himself to lose his sanity in pursuit of knowledge.

Biachar started acting in ways that were considered Taboo in Theocraese culture. He ran naked through the streets, he left the safety of the city and went into the dark void outside of the city. He even flirted with married gods of Theocra in front of their wives, which caused laughter in some and anger in others. Eventually he was shunned in the city, but he stole a book from the library of Theocra that contained a forbidden ritual that was explicitly banned by every law of existence.

He studied the rituals done in Theocra in order to be closer to the magic of the city. They would stand on the platform with stones that reacted to the energy core of the city, and this would cause them to be infused with certain energies of rest, sleep, and hypnosis. Biachar grabbed an entire bag of ritual stones before guards could stop him, and went over to the platform with them. He was infused with so much energy that he was launched out of the city and the rocks fused to him, making him fly around the endless void like a meteor. He flew around like this until the creation of the physical world, where he fell into the cosmos. His body became one with the magic stones, and the cosmos caused him to grow and grow over time until he became the moon we see in the sky now.

Once upon a time there was a cursed continent that was contaminated by dark and evil magic from decades of blood sacrifice. It was covered in a thick jungle that was difficult to move through, and it was full of monsters, evil magicians and dinosaurs. There were cities of monkey people worshiping a monkey god, and on the shores there were tribes of fish people worshiping a fish god who ate any sailors that went to the dark continent. Despite the dangers of the dark continent, there was a city of gold that was founded by a man who had become a new god through completing a complicated ritual, and he used his power to create a city of gold. He ruled over as a god of the golden city and created female goddesses to serve as his wives. He had many children with these other goddesses, but he struggled to preserve his bloodline since his power required blood sacrifice in order to stay. He mitigated the issue by having children with other residents of the city and of the continent. Some of his offspring were half-mortal and others were even half-monkeyman. Eventually, there were very few people who did not have the blood of the immortal golden city god.

Things went well, but eventually the monkeys demanded a right to live in the city since they had a direct blood connection to the golden city god. They were allowed, but soon found themselves being used in blood sacrifices exclusively. They were not allowed prestigious positions in temples or in the governance of the city, and worked exclusively in jobs considered undesirable such as maintaining the sewers or slaughtering cattle. This created resentment as monkeys began questioning the gods of the city. They tested the divinity of the golden city god by pillaging his temples and smashing the statues that existed of him. When they realized he was unable to stop this in any supernatural way, they immediately stormed his palace overlooking the city to kill him. The monkeys climbed vines up to his chamber on a cliff before guards had time to react, and they grabbed the golden city god and simply threw him off of his own balcony before he had time to react. To the horror of all his followers, his head hit the ground and burst open, leaving a red splatter on the ground that would never wash off. The gold of the city turned to stone.

The next emperor of the city was a half-monkey half-new god who was put into power by his people. He was known as the immortal monkey emperor and he renamed the city to Zamettar, and encouraged the majority of the human population to leave the dark continent on boats. They would sail out and never be able to return to the dark continent, because it was in a liminal space between our reality and another. However, the people carried some DNA from the monkeys and the new gods which influences us to this day.

To break down ideas put into you by socialization (Which is itself a form of social control) and other ideologies that have no basis outside of social perception, you should find a comfortable place and meditate while focusing on your third eye. Clear your mind and begin asking why. When doing this, your mind will be flooded with all of the assumptions or social programs that have affected your thinking in the current lifetime. It may start with you thinking why blue and pink are associated with gender but eventually it goes towards more profound ideas that have been bothering you at the level of the subconscious mind. You will also break down any stubborn ideas that separate you from the stream of consciousness.

When you are done, you will begin to see how many judgements made of other people came from all of this mental programming. It becomes obvious how a judgmental mindset is the product of all of these social programs.

We all know that women are made with sugar, spice, and everything nice. However, there was a time The Rose Bunny during creation confused her sugar with an artificial sweetener she drank in her coffee, and before she realized her mistake, she had created a superficial woman with green hair. The green-haired woman walked out of the cauldron while it leaked a large amount of smoke, but she was also followed by monsters made of deformed gingerbread and candy. They jumped out of the cauldron and followed the green haired woman into the underworld. Her hair was made of mint gum and the smell of mint followed her wherever she went, but she was considered to be malevolent because she did not stop the gingerbread monsters from harming people.

Eventually they walked around the underworld until they arrived at the house of a witch. They tried to play tricks on her, but when she realized the gingerbread men were evil she picked them up and began eating them. She dipped them in coffee, ate them with bread, and she put them into the blender with milk and cream to make smoothies. After a large desert, there were no more evil gingerbread men let to cause problems for the world. The minty woman walked into the forests of hell but when the deer men heard she was a monster, they shot her with arrows until she was dead.

Engrams are basically imprints on your mind from traumatic events that are repeated when something reminds you of it. It is triggered even more strongly when you are in a similar situation, and these aberrations also tend to be acted out by those who suffer from them. The Reactive mind considers the abuser in the situation to be the one more likely to survive, so when these engrams are re-enacted by the people suffering from them, it is almost always as the abuser. This is passed on generationally and the engrams can cause people to become abusers themselves.

This psychological process can also be acted out in entire groups. They say that when a group of people who are oppressed rise up, they can be worse than the oppressor. If a revolution happens, the ruling elites can experience a great fear from the masses they once oppressed. When so many people are caused engrams by a system or by oppression in society and finally get a chance to act out some kind of revenge or violence, the engram will go into overdrive and cause them to finally rise up and fight. However in normal circumstances, people like this choose to succumb to engrams or simply bear them because they know the systems in society will never allow them to win. This however only reinforces the engram and causes it to be acted out more severely when the time comes. We can even apply this to abusive relationships or revenge as well.

Generations of abuse or mistreatment of children are obvious cases of engrams being acted out by the person who suffered them, or even justifying them by claiming they are the correct way of treating family. Justifying engrams being inflicted on us is done to remove blame psychologically from the abuser, because we are dependent on them. This usually happens with parents, governments, or organizations that engage in subtle abuses of their people in some way. Modern people in poverty suffer from engrams because of it, but they see themselves as dependent on the society that inflicted that onto them. Instead of developing the resentment towards the society they logically should have, they assume this is a normal state of being because they believe they are either helpless or unable to resist on a subconscious level. They succumb to engrams because they don’t want to fight. They act it out by defending the systems that caused them engrams, and they avoid dealing with it by upholding an assumption that the engrams inflicted onto them were just.

Once upon a time there was a monarchy in a very poor and impoverished region of the world. Their regime went back for thousands of years, and for thousands of years nothing had been done to improve the lives of the masses. One day, the ruling member of the ruling dynasty put out requests for anyone who could make him a new throne that represented his dynasty and their glory. This caught the attention of the god of the moon who went down to speak with the monarch. He walked by starving children in the street and then into his palace where there was a piano made of solid gold along with other extreme displays of wealth. The god of the moon offered to give the man a throne that accurately represented the glory of his dynasty and of himself as a king, and the monarch was so flattered that he could not help but accept. He went out into the town to spend a few hours to allow construction to finish, and when he came back, he was extremely surprised to see a working toilet where the throne was supposed to be.

Achieving the state of Clear or Operating Thetan is a good accomplishment that benefits you, but if you go through traumatic experiences in such a state you can feel blocked from the full benefits of it temporarily until you do a cleansing or some other ritual to improve your mood or well-being. This is called engram creep. Other influences can work against you such as people devaluing you or social programming or repression from society. These things are temporary and they need to be cleansed with sage or other spiritual methods.

The cure for engram creep is self-care and mindfulness. Our aura has its own immune system that allows injuries to heal over time, and with time memories can end up healing in the same way. An OT or Clear heals engrams a lot faster than the average person, so any traumatic experiences that come after achieving such a state probably won’t have as great of an effect on you as they would on a normal person.

The Unabomber said some very interesting things in his manifesto, even if some are difficult for me to agree with. However, one thing that I’ve noticed before that is articulated well in his writing is the phenomenon of oversocialization. In attempting to research oversocialization and an excessive amount of moral codes and social rules are harmful to people, all I could find was alt-right propaganda that quickly devolved into eugenics and rightist talking points about western liberal leftism and bourgeois feminism that cannot even apply to different ideologies or groups of people. I think it is a major mistake to project oversocialization as being a problem exclusive to certain political groups, because this seems universal or to even happen in different religions, cultures, moral attitudes, philosophies, etc.. Oversocialization is basically an over-commitment towards social expectations, rules, laws, regulations, or even religious beliefs.

When people think of oppressive societies, they think of a dystopian future based on that stupid 1984 book, but they don’t think of the socialization side of oppression. In South Korea you are a social outcast if you do not conform to so many societal ideas about how you should behave. Their suicide rate is extremely high and many people from that society cite extreme conformism as a contributing factor of this. Sharia law or any theocratic legal system is another extreme example of socialization of humans being taken to an extreme. Most people will scream at the top of their lungs that they are mentally free but then still feel guilty for having attractions to certain people or thinking things that contradict the dominant belief systems of their society. People are mentally conditioned so much that they do not even notice it anymore.

Another point that must be made about oversocialization is that it usually comes from some form of idealism. As opposed to socialization which are basic things we should learn like not murdering people or not committing rape to function in society, oversocialization takes socialization to the extreme of what some group in society believes humanity should be like. It also tends to create societies with feudal mindsets where people accept everything their authorities say uncritically or are even afraid to be struck by lightning if they do. Oversocialization is not a friend to anyone who suffers from it, and only an enemy would try and put you in such a mental position.

We are living in a time of hyper spirituality in the world as well as mental and spiritual anomalies. You may have been seeing purple lights or been drawn to the moon or different forms of magic. The reason this is happening is because we are in the era of the moon. Biochar is the god of the moon and subsequently also the god of spirituality and insanity since one can easily become another when a person cannot handle it. This is why many spiritual people have breakdowns becoming insane, and insane people have breakdowns becoming spiritual or religious. Sometimes people hover between both of these states in a single day.

The moon’s era is also affected by The Maiden Made of Light who is his partner in the sky, and his husband The Flowermaker. The Lunisolar era is a time of healing from solar energies and a time of enjoyment from The Flowermaker’s energy. The Flowermaker’s energy makes us want to be social and spend time in recreational activities, but the moon’s energy makes us more solitary by nature which can contradict our ability to do this.

Our world is going through an ascension process that is extreme and that has no comparable period in human history. We are just getting out of a meditative era which was dominated by Nui and pushed people towards meditation and self-introspection. This manifested as isolation and pushing people towards healing, spirituality, and overcoming inner pain and challenges they had. Her husband is the god of war though so these times are not easy at all. The last era prepared us for the current one in this way. It is a good time to work with planetary energies or work with any type of moon deities.

Some days when you are not feeling good you need to take a rest. When you are not feeling well, anything you do is not going to be good.

Class Struggle is the driving force behind all of history. It is the struggle that has been taking place ever since the beginning force of all time and is inherent to our reality. Class Struggle is the basis of socialism, because the two classes that are important for establishing the ideology are the wealthy bourgeoisie and anyone else forced to work for them. However, we can consider many other classes and groups of people to exist in society. Ethnic, religious, political, and even social or cultural groups can be considered classes in society. Even monarchies or other political systems should be seen as having a class of supporters, because no person is a ruler just on their own. All of these systems exist in our minds and through organization by other humans, so no social construct can stop existing if we desire it to go away. There is a class of people somewhere in existence that benefits from anything that exists, even if the benefit is only perceived as feeling superior or forcing their religion on the masses.

Looking at history from this way, we cannot look at the current state of the world and see things as “Just happening because” as many people do. Humans are the masters of our destiny in the modern world, so when a forest is cut down or people are left homeless in the street, it is because a class of people somewhere decided for it to happen. The same can be said for environmental degradation or other economic decisions made in society that harm the masses. Until our social class is unchallenged in terms of power, authority, and ideology, there can be no resistance to the bourgeois regime that oppresses us, brainwashes us with propaganda, or even kills us if we try to change the system.

People continue to believe that we are all free wherever we are, but if we were truly in a free society it would not be so difficult to get basic necessities like food, shelter, work, or education. We also would not be living under rigged elections and fed processed foods with toxic chemicals and copious amounts of sugar. The world we live in is a hell for our people and a playground for the bourgeois landlords and parasites who exploit our labor and deprive us of basic necessities that we need to survive. What they do to us is cruel and deliberate violence. The world is able to feed and house its entire populations many times over but scarcity is deliberately created to control the world’s people. Many class enemies are even shameless enough to admit that scarcity is needed to increase their profits. People continue believing that their reality is all a series of coincidences, rather than a complicated web of consequences determined by struggles between social classes.

For the person who refuses the existence of class struggle and continues to choose idealism, can they ever truly be free mentally, politically, or economically? For the person who knows the truth, can they fight back against the ruling class on their own, with a society that is unwilling or unable to see what is truly going on? For your entire existence you have been bombarded with advertising and propaganda to get you to buy products, buy services, and to love the government, military, and police force that exists to keep you in a cage. You can choose to read the materials discouraged by your government and society to discover the truth, or you can continue on in life with the misguided belief that you are free, living in the open air prison you were born into.