Its interesting to see how similar all of humanity is. Not trying to hijack your post, just relate. I grew up and wss confirmed Catholic and became an Atheist in college and never looked back. I still get questions and confusion over my atheist background and people often will say just try reading the bible again or ask how can i be an Atheist, what will happen to me when i die, or other similar questions.
I dont go around questioning why people are religious or how they can believe in something that from an outside perspective, just seems so unrealistic.
It is what it is. Just wanted to add another similar comparitive light to your frustrations.
Hope you are well.