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The original was posted on /r/amitheasshole by /u/InevitableFeedback44 on 2024-01-24 05:26:19+00:00.
recently, I havent been picking up calls, responding to texts fr, or just linking up.
its a place I been before, a part of me does not want to lose friends because of this, another part of me feels like I dont have whatever to give, dont have the desire to listen, it feels a bit selfish. idk how much i have been before. I know some of my friends have been going through shit, and I think im the friend that listens to my friends.
am I wrong?
im just tired, adulting, the fear of war, pursuing art, family, a relationship, a job, plus bouta go back to school. a mf type tide.
not to be an asshole but daniel caesar, once said. i dont feel like talking if its not about me or philosophy, and to an extent I feel that. im tryna make this shit pop.
I deeply dont want to lose anybody. I deeply feel guilt for not being there for everyone, but its not to be rude or dissmissive, there just so many folks I love and I think want time to chat wit me, and sometimes, but recently a lot of the time I just want to do my thing, life already requires me to do things I do not want to do.