I'm guessing you're somewhere between 12 and 15. It's a weird in-between age that everyone kinda accepts as crappy later in life. Sounds like you are frustrated with your situation and your point of view is valid, but might not have all the information.
There are so many different things to occupy your time with. You've got creative pursuits like graphic design, painting, sculpting, and intellectual pursuits like learning/studying or playing games like chess.
This, like most frustrations with growing up, will pass in time. Find something you enjoy doing for the sake of doing it and invest your time there. Hobbies are cool.