Found a lump in my armpit today and have been wondering if it's just due to stress or if it's the big C.
It does make sense if it is stress because things have been kinda intense recently with we looking into a new future with my career after summer and my family having some drama kind of that I have been made aware of recently. Things have generally been stressful and difficult for a couple of years at this point and I just things to calm the fuck down now because I need some peace in my life. A hypothetical cancer diagnosis is literally the last thing I need on my plate right now.
I have inflamed skin, heartburn and shitty sleep as it is, so it would make sense if it's just my immune system being like "bitch, calm the fuck down".
I think I'll go put on a lavender facial mask and listen to a funny-haha-podcast until my man comes home. This was the right day to work from home, I swear.
On the bright side, the yellow crocuses have graced us with their presence in the garden:
... so it's not all bad!