I agree with the speech thing and apologize. There are just same people that are very flamboyant where I live because they are proud and should be.
As I have said before, I dont think I would be able to tell. Theres nothing to do to blend in if you're just yourself ๐คทโโ๏ธ
TUL pens. Super durable as I click my pens from anxiety and I havent had one break on me. Write very smoothly too