moonlight

:( I really feel this. I'm so horribly lonely and touch starved, but it's so scary and uncomfortable to try to "put myself out there" and it feels so awkward and wrong to actively flirt with / pursue someone.

I don't know how old you are, but I've been out of school for a few years and it feels like I've missed my opportunity of finding a relationship when I was surrounded by people. Now I can barely leave the house, and even if I did actually meet someone I don't see how people my age who have been in 5+ relationships would even be interested.

Also I've at least been in a "relationship" when I was a kid, and just having a fuzzy memory of what it's like to cuddle and kiss someone makes it feel worse to be alone. So I don't think having something in the past always helps.

Anyway I hope you find love some day.

Not sure why you're being downvoted for this, especially when you state it as your belief.

I do think it's likely accurate, too. If you look at brain scans, we can see that decisions are made before we're consciously aware of them. Also split brain patients will attribute intent to actions of their completely separate hemisphere.

I don't think this is a healthy mindset, though. Personally I think this way as a coping mechanism more than anything else, even if I do genuinely believe it's likely how the universe works.

I dislike the implication that FOSS software doesn't look nice.

There are plenty of beautiful apps on f-droid.

It's not a moba replacement, but it's one of my favorite multiplayer games. Highly recommend.

arch lighter

sudo pacman -S lighter

Most anticheat isn't a technical issue though, it's just companies blocking Linux.

What does libreoffice not do? And what about onlyoffice?

+1 for ferns.

They love low light, they're easy to care for, and they look great hanging. And most are 100% cat safe.

(as an aside, most toxic houseplants are unlikely to cause more than irritation or an upset stomach unless the cat eats a lot of it.)

I don't recommend trying anything you could get addicted to, I think that's a good call. But psychedelics are non addictive and they're starting to be used to treat depression etc. If you're serious about not wanting to be alive, I think its not a bad idea to try that first.

To me it feels weird if there's just one punctuation mark like this !

But normal if there are two like this !!

Like there should be a space only for even numbers. Don't ask me why.

Pixel 8. I have an old nikon dslr (semi broken and converted to ir) and a thermal printing camera too, (both are quite fun) but I don't carry them around with me.

I think it's going to be a long time before I upgrade my graphics card with these prices.