snack_pack_rodriguez

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[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 3 points 2 weeks ago

Yeah I have a full time therapist was just looking for a different point of view. She just said there is no harm in it. IFS and cognitive behavioral therapy have helped me come a long way.

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 2 points 2 weeks ago

Interesing so the feeling of my lungs filling up is me resting and getting my strength back after bottoming out and thus my anxiety starts coming back like a tsunami.

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by snack_pack_rodriguez to c/[email protected]
 

I have chronic anxiety and PTSD from my time in the service. When the pressure in my chest gets two great. I end up watching a Sad movie and just ugly cry and I get relief for a few hours. Like as in zero symptoms then it all rushes back like someone is filling my lungs with water but it's better for about a month give or take .

Then I do the whole thing over again. Schindler's List and Grave of the fireflies are my go to's.

I'm a dude that has no problem crying but I do have a hard time feeling things. Disassociating is a bad habit I picked up when I was in the army so I just slip into it without realizing and have to work my way out of it.

My question is the act of crying tears running down my face feeling my tear ducts flushed afterwards really a release or is something else going on here?

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 5 points 3 months ago (1 children)

The answer is we shouldn't be protesting we should be doing other things that im not willing to detail in a public form.

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 24 points 3 months ago (1 children)

I would say no to me it's more like IRC. Its small enough to be not noticed by influence operations as much and each instance has its own personality just like IRC networks. It's a great mix of local community and access to a wider view points.

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 68 points 3 months ago (3 children)

It's because Christianity incorporated a lot of pagan rituals into Christianity and some pagan gods became catholic saints.

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 5 points 3 months ago

Or Startpage.com

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 3 points 4 months ago

when their political affiliation becomes their identity and they got that identity because their parents were republican and their parents parents were republican. there're already too far gone and have zero critical thinking skills.

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 5 points 4 months ago

honestly the straight option for Belts has been a life changer for clean factories

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 12 points 4 months ago

this has more to do with they got caught lying about their ad numbers and inflated their ad prices. So now they are doing this to show their shareholders they are doing something to protect their revenue and thus keep their stock price inflated.

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 73 points 4 months ago (1 children)

and the in group gets smaller this is the normal next step of any fascism. insert quote about "first they come for X and I said nothing" .

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 8 points 4 months ago

Brazil (1985)

[–] snack_pack_rodriguez 2 points 4 months ago

Netflix used the SAAS all the code is in the cloud and we don't distribute it loophole of the GPL v2

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