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I used to. It was you could say „severe hormone imbalance”. Now after fixing that I have more energy than I ever would need honestly to the point I need to go running or something.

Unless I don’t sleep well then I just wait for the night whole day which happens more often than I’d like to. I need to be asleep already at 12 am and wake up at 8-9 to sleep well.

Problem is I work/think/focus best at 10pm-12am and I need to time my cbd oil into that to sleep. And considering the stuff makes me high for some reason even tho it shouldn’t theoretically then it gets complicated to schedule it all for optimal sleep.

In any case the oil removed anxiety from my life so that’s nice, maybe not completely I still get nervous some times y know but it’s big difference

That’s relatable haha I wish it was that consistent. Deadlines make me do 3d modelling in blender maybe I need some 3d modelling deadline and then I will code for 10 hours in ecstasy then completely forget about anything for a week then panic then feel guilty then switch to „I want to be an artist” mode after which is I want to be a game developer mode, and then there is I want to be a mobile developer mode

I am entry knowledge level at sooo many things. Maybe if ai assistants materialise in sufficient form it will be era for people like me that know a little bit of everything but lack the willpower and consistency to ever master anything.

This week is a music artist week for me I am producing stuff in Ableton maybe it isn’t good but it is the only thing that makes sense right now

I don’t have a job. Idk what am I doing with life tbh. I should be coding as I am naturally good at it and it’s fun but… procrastination

I wish I wasn’t a vr gamer sometimes so I could unsubscribe from this os permanently

Why is .ml bad?

Apple watch siri set timer

I like my tea red with a taste of fruits and natural sweetness

Yes.

I think that one is better off not discussing these topics online at all.

I have never seen anything good come out of it, anywhere. Ever

Never feed the trolls, the only winning move is to downvote and move on

Nothing is as maddening as writing an elaborate troll post only to be completely ignored.

I do all my riling people up on Reddit though because that site is collapsing anyway and a shell of former self. Hard to bring yourself to respect it and not throw some spicy fake made up posts into the wild and see what happens

I do coke, so I can work longer, so I can earn more. So I can do more coke