This/I do not feel fine, but at least there's troll coping to fill the void.
Edit: after venting to a friend about this during an anxiety attack, she gave me contact information to an office that was able to schedule me for next month. I feel very fortunate and relieved. I'm also extremely appreciative of not just her, but all of you! This is a wonderfully supportive community, you're all amazing people
Too late for me now lol ive got something booked for mid March at a local mental health center, but hopefully this info can prove helpful for anyone else who finds this thread and doesn't know there's a virtual option. I'll keep this in mind in case I mess up and miss my very fortunate appointment, though!
I'm actually hoping to go the other way with my treatment. For decades I've treated my anxiety/depression but never felt like I was getting anywhere with the medications. I'm hoping once I'm evaluated my psychiatrist and I can start working on ways to slow down my overactive thinking.