kionite231

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Seedit Looks Like Old Reddit… But It's Fully P2P & Self-Hosted in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 4 points 3 months ago (1 children)

hmm I will try and host a subplebbit on my minipc and see if anyone actually uses it, feel free to DM me to get the address of the subplebbit :)

I have schizophrenia with mild symptoms AMA! in c/askmeanything
[–] kionite231 3 points 3 months ago (1 children)

I am male, does it affect more male or something?

I have schizophrenia with mild symptoms AMA! in c/askmeanything
[–] kionite231 2 points 3 months ago (2 children)

No, I can't swim.

When I said "afraid" it doesn't mean that I can't touch or drink water. It just like when I try to bath I start thinking about how I can be drowned in water. so basically I am only afraid of water when it comes to bathing. also I can't wash my face because that triggers the same thing :(

I have schizophrenia with mild symptoms AMA! in c/askmeanything
[–] kionite231 2 points 3 months ago (1 children)

Thank you so much for those kind words. ❤️❤️❤️

So the "delusion of reference" is I feel like everyone is looking at me (not in a good way but like judging kind of way). To explain this a bit more I want to share an observation made by my father. He knows that I have "delusion of reference". I was standing in his shop beside him and I didn't know he was observing me. After some time he told me that he noticed a thing, I was continuously checking if those customers were looking at me or not. He was right I was periodically looking at the customer because I thought they are looking at me.

However since when I started taking medicines I am not feeling that way as much as I used to. I still sometimes feels that people are looking at me but it's not that bad.

If you want to know more about my situation I have wrote almost everything in @[email protected] community.

Thank you for reading this 😊

I have schizophrenia with mild symptoms AMA! in c/askmeanything
[–] kionite231 2 points 3 months ago (3 children)

Persecution for me is like everyone has malicious motive and they are only being nice to me because they want something from me. I sometimes doubt my father hates me because he accidentally turned off the power switch of my server.

Now I know not everyone is against me they have better things to do with their lives but I still feel inside me that someone wants to do something to me.

I don't know if it even makes any sense to you but that's how I feel.

Sweet boy in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 61 points 3 months ago (8 children)

I am jealous of him 🥲

What are the best public domain books you've read? in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 5 points 4 months ago

"Starting forth" the best book to learn about forth or programming in general

Dumbware.io - Stupid Simple Software in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 2 points 4 months ago

I think it's Gruvbox but I could be wrong

Firefox now has Terms of Use! This'll go over like a lead balloon in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 1 points 4 months ago

ohh nice!

Firefox now has Terms of Use! This'll go over like a lead balloon in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 4 points 4 months ago (5 children)

I don't know, could you explain please

which softwares can I self host without public IP? in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 6 points 4 months ago (1 children)

Yeah I am behind CGNAT so I guess I have to use either Tailscale or wireguard as other users also suggested.

Thank you for the reply!

which softwares can I self host without public IP? in c/[email protected]
[–] kionite231 1 points 4 months ago (3 children)

It's not only not static It's firewalled too! I can't ping it from outside the network

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Best youtube channel to learn about schizophrenia (www.youtube.com)
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Blog 2024-08-28 (self.schizophrenia)
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Hello everyone,

Today I went to office and started thinking about how everyone in the office could harm me(they have done nothing that would make me think they are planing to harm me). but I cope up by just communicating with them. I ask "hey how are you", "what's the thing you are working on" and their replies always makes me calm. their sympathy towards me is what makes me functional in the office.

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Schizophrenia related community (lemmy.ca)
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First post (self.schizophrenia)
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Hello,

so first of all why I created this community? because I wanted a place where I can share my daily life challenges and struggles to world and also get other people's view and experience.

right now I will be the only one posting in this community. I will this community will flourish and become a place where schizophrenic people could share their experience.

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Why do people stupidly pay for Whatsapp business instead of using free Telegram API? (self.nostupidquestions)
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do you use the default keybinding of Emacs? (self.emacs)
 

Hello,

I am an vim user and I am used to the vim way of doing things. I started tinkering with emacs some time ago and enjoying it since because of the elisp. however I find the default keybinding kinda weird and it's hard to get used to it. we can't even vi" or ci" in emacs. also emacs doesn't have inbuilt multi cursor support.

I really want to use emacs but these things are holding me back :(

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do you use gemini(protocol not the AI)? (self.libre_culture)
 

Hello,

I started using gemini almost a year ago when I had recently learned about it. after some time using it I got busy with my life and forget that this awersome protocol exists.

today I was hanging out in IRC and found #gemini . It made me check it out after this much time and it surprised me that gemini is still active. however when I searched for stuff using gemini search engine I found a ton of dead links on the first page. it was disappointing. bbs.geminispace.org is still alive and the last post was 7hours ago. there is also a youtuber name zaney who attempted to port entire gentoo wiki to gemtext, but it seems like he lost interest in doing so.

what are some cool gemini capsule which are still active and you use it?

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Why western people seldom use "please"? (self.asklemmy)
 

Hello,

First of all I don't really get the actual meaning of "please". I understand it as it used to make a polite request. However I have rarely seen any westerner saying "please" on either Lemmy, Mastodon or IRC. where I live using "please" (मेहरबानी) is used often.

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progress in learning Perl (self.programming)
 

Hello,

I started learning Perl some time ago I also made a IRC bot using it however it is a very simple and basic bot but it's something I made using Perl :D

I also stumble upon some language quircks of Perl it's has bash vibes where if you don't do things right way it punishes you. eg, when you forget to quote your parameter expansion and bash performs word spliting and you are confused what's wrong!

so now I learned I language which I can use to manipulate text :D

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where can I get second hand laptop or PC? (self.india)
 

Hello,

I want very cheapt PC or laptop for self hosting stuff. I am probably going to have a static ip soon which would be fun :D

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Which linux podcast do you guys listen to? (self.linux)
 

I personally watch Linux User Space. No drama, no politics only Linux :D

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMePQAfCxotiG_2B5qYv4aQ

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do we have a arabic learning community on Lemmy? (self.findacommunity)
 

Hello,

I found Japanese learning communities which aren't that active but it least I can find some new post there however there aren't any Arabic learning communities. I would like to join one :)

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